1 Year.

This date 1 year ago. I decided to not be like everyone else. I decided i wanted different for myself. I decided to start living and to stop killing myself. I decided to be out of step with the world. (Minor Threat,1983.) I look back on the past year and the previous years before, and i can honestly say being straight edge is the best descision i have ever made for myself. I’ve done alot of drugs in my life, and i have never experienced a high anywhere close to as good as the feeling i get at a show, screaming my lungs out about something i believe in. Hardcore means so much to me, its really the only thing i can relate to. Iv’e never felt as close to friends as i do to my edge friends. I know they’ll always be there for me, i know they’d never fuck me over or stab me in the back for any reason, there amazing people and i love them all. Looking back on the past year, and just being able to say you remember every night, you didnt deal with your problems like everyone else, you delt with them head on, is an amazing feeling. Living life with a clear head and being able to make educated decisions, not only will get you farther, but makes you realize things in life that actually matter. Im not writing this for anyone to respect me, or to even agree with. I just wanted to write it somewhere because today really does mean alot to me. If anyone is intrested in anything i talked about or wants to know my views on anything, feel free to ask, you ever see me at a show come up to me, lets have a conversation